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Open CasketAn open casket,
a black rose.
I bend over her body,
my tears stain her clothes.

I feel their empty hugs,
they say I'm in their prayers.
As I mourn her death,
upon me are their stares.

They say they understand me,
say they know how I feel.
But I can see their steely glares,
they pretend this isn't real.

I say my dear goodbye,
they lower her into the ground.
I throw myself upon the dirt,
and weep without a sound.

Suicide After DeathAs they look upon her casket,
tears in their eyes,
wondering why she did this,
they can't seem to help but cry.

What they don't know would hurt them,
suicide was her dismiss,
but could you call it suicide?
she was dead so long before this.

Sorry.I'm sorry for the things I do,
sorry for the things I say.
Sorry that I talked to you,
sorry that I'm this way.

I'm sorry that I trusted you,
and sorry that I lied.
Sorry that I laughed at you,
sorry that I cried.

I'm sorry that I hated you,
I'm sorry I loved you too,
I'm sorry that you broke my heart,
and that it still belongs to you.

One Last GoodbyeWriting one last letter, saying one last good-bye,
My blood falling to the floor, as if coming from the sky.
"You told me that you love me, but we could never be,
I cannot live without you, so I'm doing this you see."
"If we cannot be together, then I don't want to live,
I've got nothing left at all, nothing left to give."
I close the envelope softly, seal it wish a kiss,
Turn to look the other way, and wait for my dismiss.

No EmotionsSometimes it's easy,
Sometimes it's not.
Sometimes it's cold,
Sometimes it's hot.
Sometimes I smile,
Sometimes I grin.
Sometimes I lose,
Sometimes I win.
Sometimes I pout,
Sometimes I frown.
Sometimes I'm up,
Sometimes I'm down.
Sometimes I'm sweet,
Sometimes I'm nice.
Sometimes sugar,
Sometimes spice.
Sometimes I laugh,
Sometimes I cry.
And then there's those days...
I want to die.

Hey, Pretty Girlhey, pretty girl,
try not to cry.
i know he broke your heart,
it all was just a lie.

hey, pretty girl,
try and smile just for me.
forget all about him,
he's worthless as can be.

hey, pretty girl,
don't let this bring you down.
you've got far too pretty a smile,
to waste it on a frown.

I ChangedTrying to cover the tears, trying not to show my fears.
Why do I keep it all inside? My pain getting harder to hide.

I used to be cheery, it used to be real.
But now it's different, and they're making some big deal.

Saying "Why are you so sad?" and "You look depressed."
Can't you just leave me alone, let it rest?

So maybe I've changed...what's that got to do with you?
Just because I've changed? Well maybe you have too.

Everyone changes.

One Summer Nightone night,
i got to thinking,
all about you and me.

one night,
i finally realized,
how stupid i could be.

one night,
while i was thinking,
i looked you in the eyes.

one night,
was then i realized,
you were a mess of lies.

one night,
i got to thinking,
all about you and me.

one night,
i finally realized,
why we weren't meant to be.

Can't Help Loving YouI really cannot help it,
It says so in my heart,
I really cannot help it,
Though I didn't feel so at the start.

But now we're closer and I realize,
I'm lucky to have you,
All the things you say to me,
The sweetest things you do.

You cheer me up,
When I am down,
You make me smile,
When I frown.

You may not ever realize,
My feelings deep and true,
You may not ever notice,
I can't help loving you.

I'll never stop loving you, there's no way I could.

What HappenedWe used to be so close,
the best of family.
The two of us,
just you and me.

You knew everything about me,
I thought that I knew you;
But the you I knew was different,
I didn't have a clue.

We were as close, as close could get,
but then it happened, you two split.
And the my trust,
just kind of quit.

How could you?
you lied to me.
When you left,
it made me see.

So many things you'd told me,
were all just stupid lies.
When it was truly official,
I finally opened my eyes.

What happened to us?
what happened to we?
What happened to you?
what happened to me?

Now I haven't got anyone,
nobody I can trust.
Haven't got anyone

Life Is Like A Board Gamesometimes it's hard,
the going gets tough,
sometimes saying sorry,
just isn't enough.

sometimes you have to move forward 12,
sometimes move backward 4,
sometimes you split between a 7,
just to even the score.

there's times the you're sent back to start,
and times your up ahead,
sometimes people say things,
that cause tears to be shed.

there are certain times you lose,
and other times you win,
whether red, blue, green, or yellow,
no matter the color of your skin.

Stone HeartThe stone wall is peaking,
Making it's rise to the top.
I try not to think about us often,
I've simply put my heart on stop.

When people look at me,
All that pity in their eyes,
I stare back with my fake contempt,
Causing them to step back in surprise.

They say I take things quite well,
They think I'm doing just fine,
But truth is, I'm not taking it at all,
although deep down I've lost my shine.

I had this gut feeling from the start,
That I would end up broken,
But an idea called love got in the way,
Now on bitter tears I'm chokin'.

In my imagination you were different,
You were just the boy of my dreams,
But reality kicked

EscapeI'm trying to escape,
trying to get away,
trying to ignore what they do,
forget about what they say.

No move I ever make,
can ever be one right,
every simple thing I say,
always starts a fight.

I'm sorry I'm not perfect,
the way I'm supposed to be,
the thing is your slowly killing me,
why can't you see?

I'd really like to run away,
where someone would understand,
to someone who could see my pain,
and gently take my hand.

"Best Friend"You left me here,
alone in the cold.
I can almost see the wind blow.
It brings back memories,
memories of you.
The way you used to smile,
you know, back we were two.
three musketeers minus one, "best friends".
The warth of your hug,
and those silly jokes you told,
while trying to cheer me up, force one smile out of me.
I opened up to you, telling you everything.
& now thinking back I realize...
you told me nothing.
Nothing worth knowing, anyway.
Whatever happened? Did you just get bored?
I'm not always cheery, not always interesting,
but I thought best friends was more than that.
Maybe I was too eager,
eager to believe I fi

MisunderstandingPitter Patter, goes the rain.
Her cry, filled with pain.
Where is he?
Where did he go?
Didn't I see him? Just a minute ago?
He was here, and now he's gone.
And now a thought begins to dawn....
He's left her, he's moved on.
She loved him, he loved her too.
Or so she thought, and in her mind, a plan begins to brew.
She'll get back at him, oh yes!
She will, she'll make him pay.
She'll even kill.
He took her heart.
She took her life.
And now that man has lost his wife.
He didn't leave her, he hadn't moved on.
He was too late....and now she's gone.
Pitter Patter goes the rain.
And now his cry is filled with pain.

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Hey, Pretty Girlhey, pretty girl,
try not to cry.
i know he broke your heart,
it all was just a lie.

hey, pretty girl,
try and smile just for me.
forget all about him,
he's worthless as can be.

hey, pretty girl,
don't let this bring you down.
you've got far too pretty a smile,
to waste it on a frown.

Suicide After DeathAs they look upon her casket,
tears in their eyes,
wondering why she did this,
they can't seem to help but cry.

What they don't know would hurt them,
suicide was her dismiss,
but could you call it suicide?
she was dead so long before this.

I ChangedTrying to cover the tears, trying not to show my fears.
Why do I keep it all inside? My pain getting harder to hide.

I used to be cheery, it used to be real.
But now it's different, and they're making some big deal.

Saying "Why are you so sad?" and "You look depressed."
Can't you just leave me alone, let it rest?

So maybe I've changed...what's that got to do with you?
Just because I've changed? Well maybe you have too.

Everyone changes.

Sorry.I'm sorry for the things I do,
sorry for the things I say.
Sorry that I talked to you,
sorry that I'm this way.

I'm sorry that I trusted you,
and sorry that I lied.
Sorry that I laughed at you,
sorry that I cried.

I'm sorry that I hated you,
I'm sorry I loved you too,
I'm sorry that you broke my heart,
and that it still belongs to you.

A Beautiful - Terrible SceneYou are in a vast forest. You walk into a big clearing, a meadow. Soft, lush, green grass is growing with little clumps of tiny yellow flowers here and there. The meadow is very big and is surrounded by trees on all sides, but one.
In the distance you see something glisten in the sun and run towards it. It’s a lake, filled with clear, blue, glistening water, not that deep. At the bottom you can see the white sand and little fish swimming. Around the lake are cherry, peach, and apple trees, ripe and sweet-smelling, in full bloom. You pull a peach off of one of the trees and bite into it, tasting it’s sweet juices.
You look up

Is It Love?If I hugged you,
would you never let go?

If I kissed you,
would you cherish that moment?

If I reached for your hand,
would you take mine gently?

If I needed a shoulder,
would you let me cry on yours?

If I needed to talk,
would you really listen?

If I needed to scream,
would you do it with me?

If I needed to go,
would you come with me?

If I fell for you,
would you catch me?
or just let me hit the pavement?

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Invisible Girl

by ~brokenxbeauty, Sep 26, 2006, 6:31:44 PM
Literature / Poetry / General Poetry / Free Verse

she's the girl who doesn't talk,
too hurt to say a thing.
she's the girl who misses you,
seeing you makes her heart pang.
she's the girl who hardly cries,
she wants to come off tough.
she's the girl who fakes a smile,
you'd never know her life was rough.
she's the girl who you put last,
but say you love her most.
she's the girl who'd cry & cry,
if you became a ghost.
she's the girl who messes up,
she can't do anything right.
she's the girl who gives up first,
no, she won't win the fight.
she's the girl who'd give everything up,
just to be with you.
she's the girl who needs you most,
the girl you look right through.

Invisible Girlby ~brokenxbeauty

Literature / Poetry / General Poetry / Free Verse

©2006-2013 ~brokenxbeauty

the girl who's invisible to you.

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Mood: Pain

~GrayRosesDayly Nov 20, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

wow its like looking in a mirror

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Mood: Love

~DannyFentonfangirl Nov 6, 2012 Hobbyist Traditional Artist

Described my life.

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~linwriter Nov 4, 2012

Clear description. Well written. Easy to relate to the emotion of this.

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Mood: Tearful

~ghost-viper Oct 28, 2012

i love this so much you are so good with poetry

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~Nightstripes0987 Oct 27, 2012 Student Digital Artist

Another poetry writer has stolen my diary. Mind if I come up with a little tune to go with it?

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~kagurawind Oct 11, 2012

I see my self in it too, gosh it's like lookin in the mirror!

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Mood: Anguish

~ze1dafreak1 Jul 8, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

(T-T ) This hits waaaay to close to home, and for that, I have to love it. People act like I'm a shadow. Never seen but seeing everything, never heard but hearing everything, never needed but needing everyone. This is beautiful.

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~kagurawind Oct 11, 2012

Sounds like someone I know

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~YouAreMore1 Jun 23, 2012 Hobbyist Digital Artist

.....reminds me of me

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~coreena12 Jun 20, 2012 Student Traditional Artist

this reminds me of my self.....

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