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I ChangedTrying to cover the tears, trying not to show my fears.
Why do I keep it all inside? My pain getting harder to hide.

I used to be cheery, it used to be real.
But now it's different, and they're making some big deal.

Saying "Why are you so sad?" and "You look depressed."
Can't you just leave me alone, let it rest?

So maybe I've changed...what's that got to do with you?
Just because I've changed? Well maybe you have too.

Everyone changes.

MisunderstandingPitter Patter, goes the rain.
Her cry, filled with pain.
Where is he?
Where did he go?
Didn't I see him? Just a minute ago?
He was here, and now he's gone.
And now a thought begins to dawn....
He's left her, he's moved on.
She loved him, he loved her too.
Or so she thought, and in her mind, a plan begins to brew.
She'll get back at him, oh yes!
She will, she'll make him pay.
She'll even kill.
He took her heart.
She took her life.
And now that man has lost his wife.
He didn't leave her, he hadn't moved on.
He was too late....and now she's gone.
Pitter Patter goes the rain.
And now his cry is filled with pain.

Sorry.I'm sorry for the things I do,
sorry for the things I say.
Sorry that I talked to you,
sorry that I'm this way.

I'm sorry that I trusted you,
and sorry that I lied.
Sorry that I laughed at you,
sorry that I cried.

I'm sorry that I hated you,
I'm sorry I loved you too,
I'm sorry that you broke my heart,
and that it still belongs to you.

One Last GoodbyeWriting one last letter, saying one last good-bye,
My blood falling to the floor, as if coming from the sky.
"You told me that you love me, but we could never be,
I cannot live without you, so I'm doing this you see."
"If we cannot be together, then I don't want to live,
I've got nothing left at all, nothing left to give."
I close the envelope softly, seal it wish a kiss,
Turn to look the other way, and wait for my dismiss.

Suicide After DeathAs they look upon her casket,
tears in their eyes,
wondering why she did this,
they can't seem to help but cry.

What they don't know would hurt them,
suicide was her dismiss,
but could you call it suicide?
she was dead so long before this.

sophmore slumpi lost my drive for achievement,
i've misplaced my will for success,
i can't bring myself to try harder,
i'm really becoming a mess.

i'm in too deep,
a little too late,
though i still care,
i'll just sit and wait.

i'm destroying my world,
i've let you down,
i'm a disappointment,
in my imperfections i drown.

i have no drive to try,
i've pretty much given up hope,
i have no reason to change this,
i don't know how to cope.

EscapeI'm trying to escape,
trying to get away,
trying to ignore what they do,
forget about what they say.

No move I ever make,
can ever be one right,
every simple thing I say,
always starts a fight.

I'm sorry I'm not perfect,
the way I'm supposed to be,
the thing is your slowly killing me,
why can't you see?

I'd really like to run away,
where someone would understand,
to someone who could see my pain,
and gently take my hand.

Stone HeartThe stone wall is peaking,
Making it's rise to the top.
I try not to think about us often,
I've simply put my heart on stop.

When people look at me,
All that pity in their eyes,
I stare back with my fake contempt,
Causing them to step back in surprise.

They say I take things quite well,
They think I'm doing just fine,
But truth is, I'm not taking it at all,
although deep down I've lost my shine.

I had this gut feeling from the start,
That I would end up broken,
But an idea called love got in the way,
Now on bitter tears I'm chokin'.

In my imagination you were different,
You were just the boy of my dreams,
But reality kicked

Silent Killer.silent.
silent screams.
silent whispers.
silent sobs.
silent tears.
silent cries.
silent secrets.
silent depression.
silent heartbreak.
silent hate.
silent evil.
deadly.

Invisible Girlshe's the girl who doesn't talk,
too hurt to say a thing.
she's the girl who misses you,
seeing you makes her heart pang.
she's the girl who hardly cries,
she wants to come off tough.
she's the girl who fakes a smile,
you'd never know her life was rough.
she's the girl who you put last,
but say you love her most.
she's the girl who'd cry & cry,
if you became a ghost.
she's the girl who messes up,
she can't do anything right.
she's the girl who gives up first,
no, she won't win the fight.
she's the girl who'd give everything up,
just to be with you.
she's the girl who needs you most,
the girl you look right through.

Hey, Pretty Girlhey, pretty girl,
try not to cry.
i know he broke your heart,
it all was just a lie.

hey, pretty girl,
try and smile just for me.
forget all about him,
he's worthless as can be.

hey, pretty girl,
don't let this bring you down.
you've got far too pretty a smile,
to waste it on a frown.

Can't Help Loving YouI really cannot help it,
It says so in my heart,
I really cannot help it,
Though I didn't feel so at the start.

But now we're closer and I realize,
I'm lucky to have you,
All the things you say to me,
The sweetest things you do.

You cheer me up,
When I am down,
You make me smile,
When I frown.

You may not ever realize,
My feelings deep and true,
You may not ever notice,
I can't help loving you.

I'll never stop loving you, there's no way I could.

What HappenedWe used to be so close,
the best of family.
The two of us,
just you and me.

You knew everything about me,
I thought that I knew you;
But the you I knew was different,
I didn't have a clue.

We were as close, as close could get,
but then it happened, you two split.
And the my trust,
just kind of quit.

How could you?
you lied to me.
When you left,
it made me see.

So many things you'd told me,
were all just stupid lies.
When it was truly official,
I finally opened my eyes.

What happened to us?
what happened to we?
What happened to you?
what happened to me?

Now I haven't got anyone,
nobody I can trust.
Haven't got anyone

The WarA young girl.
Broken and torn.
On the verge of tears.
Keeping it all inside.

She's laughing and smiling.
So you assume she's all right.
But deep down she isn't.
Fighting herself.

The war rages on.
The battles are fierce.
But no tears are shed.
Just blood.

No matter what happens.
Everything she tries.
She loses every battle.
And the war continues on.

FOREVER.

One Summer Nightone night,
i got to thinking,
all about you and me.

one night,
i finally realized,
how stupid i could be.

one night,
while i was thinking,
i looked you in the eyes.

one night,
was then i realized,
you were a mess of lies.

one night,
i got to thinking,
all about you and me.

one night,
i finally realized,
why we weren't meant to be.

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What HappenedWe used to be so close,
the best of family.
The two of us,
just you and me.

You knew everything about me,
I thought that I knew you;
But the you I knew was different,
I didn't have a clue.

We were as close, as close could get,
but then it happened, you two split.
And the my trust,
just kind of quit.

How could you?
you lied to me.
When you left,
it made me see.

So many things you'd told me,
were all just stupid lies.
When it was truly official,
I finally opened my eyes.

What happened to us?
what happened to we?
What happened to you?
what happened to me?

Now I haven't got anyone,
nobody I can trust.
Haven't got anyone

The WarA young girl.
Broken and torn.
On the verge of tears.
Keeping it all inside.

She's laughing and smiling.
So you assume she's all right.
But deep down she isn't.
Fighting herself.

The war rages on.
The battles are fierce.
But no tears are shed.
Just blood.

No matter what happens.
Everything she tries.
She loses every battle.
And the war continues on.

FOREVER.

Life Is Like A Board Gamesometimes it's hard,
the going gets tough,
sometimes saying sorry,
just isn't enough.

sometimes you have to move forward 12,
sometimes move backward 4,
sometimes you split between a 7,
just to even the score.

there's times the you're sent back to start,
and times your up ahead,
sometimes people say things,
that cause tears to be shed.

there are certain times you lose,
and other times you win,
whether red, blue, green, or yellow,
no matter the color of your skin.

Open CasketAn open casket,
a black rose.
I bend over her body,
my tears stain her clothes.

I feel their empty hugs,
they say I'm in their prayers.
As I mourn her death,
upon me are their stares.

They say they understand me,
say they know how I feel.
But I can see their steely glares,
they pretend this isn't real.

I say my dear goodbye,
they lower her into the ground.
I throw myself upon the dirt,
and weep without a sound.

One Last GoodbyeWriting one last letter, saying one last good-bye,
My blood falling to the floor, as if coming from the sky.
"You told me that you love me, but we could never be,
I cannot live without you, so I'm doing this you see."
"If we cannot be together, then I don't want to live,
I've got nothing left at all, nothing left to give."
I close the envelope softly, seal it wish a kiss,
Turn to look the other way, and wait for my dismiss.

Moving OnWhy don't I want to leave, yet I do?
Is it because I won't see you?
Will I miss this okay place?
Or will I miss your smiling face?
Will I miss the people here?
Or is it you I hold so dear?
Will I miss the past behind?
Or is it you stuck in my mind?
Will I miss the sky so blue?
Or dear friend will I miss you?

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No Emotions

by ~brokenxbeauty, Sep 26, 2006, 7:05:07 PM
Literature / Poetry / General Poetry / Free Verse

Sometimes it's easy,
Sometimes it's not.
Sometimes it's cold,
Sometimes it's hot.
Sometimes I smile,
Sometimes I grin.
Sometimes I lose,
Sometimes I win.
Sometimes I pout,
Sometimes I frown.
Sometimes I'm up,
Sometimes I'm down.
Sometimes I'm sweet,
Sometimes I'm nice.
Sometimes sugar,
Sometimes spice.
Sometimes I laugh,
Sometimes I cry.
And then there's those days...
I want to die.

No Emotionsby ~brokenxbeauty

Literature / Poetry / General Poetry / Free Verse

©2006-2013 ~brokenxbeauty

because someone once told me I had no emotions.

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~SkyeWolf1312 May 1, 2013 Student Artist

I know how that feels.

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~KyuuketsukiNoShouzo Dec 30, 2012

Ah...poor thing.. can I give you all my emotions...? I'm too emotional...

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Mood: Sympathy

~WrathFan99 Nov 3, 2012 Student General Artist

Ah , poor thing .

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~akashi-kun Aug 1, 2012

amazeballs. ur amazing.

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~MetaOblivion Jan 16, 2012

Truee that

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Mood: Joy

!MidnightMurderZ Oct 22, 2011 Hobbyist General Artist

awesome dude

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Mood: Love

~gakisun4u Sep 4, 2011

you dont know how much I sympathice with the poem *_*

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~Bre112 Aug 17, 2011

since its on the topic of emotions- i once asked my friends what it was that they hated about me, they all said "you can be thinking or felling anything and still keep that goofy smile on ur face." that is my strong point, i am good at hiding my thoughts(and i guess if that was it...i am a very likable person).

i just wanted to tell someone that, so thank u.

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~fragilehour Jul 17, 2011 Hobbyist General Artist

A nice poem. The end is a bit stupid in my opinion, as the poem is quite a childlike idea of opposites, and it seems like an unfunny joke or something. The only other thing I found strange was the contrast between pout and frown, since the rest of the poem is opposites and yet pout and frown are, usually, portraying similar emotions. But it's your poetry, and your mind, so that's more of me expressing my opinion.

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~aznlily95 Feb 25, 2011

Someone once told me I was the lethargic, apathetic, and out of tune of my own emotions. I love your poem. It really resonates with me.

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