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MisunderstandingPitter Patter, goes the rain.
Her cry, filled with pain.
Where is he?
Where did he go?
Didn't I see him? Just a minute ago?
He was here, and now he's gone.
And now a thought begins to dawn....
He's left her, he's moved on.
She loved him, he loved her too.
Or so she thought, and in her mind, a plan begins to brew.
She'll get back at him, oh yes!
She will, she'll make him pay.
She'll even kill.
He took her heart.
She took her life.
And now that man has lost his wife.
He didn't leave her, he hadn't moved on.
He was too late....and now she's gone.
Pitter Patter goes the rain.
And now his cry is filled with pain.

No EmotionsSometimes it's easy,
Sometimes it's not.
Sometimes it's cold,
Sometimes it's hot.
Sometimes I smile,
Sometimes I grin.
Sometimes I lose,
Sometimes I win.
Sometimes I pout,
Sometimes I frown.
Sometimes I'm up,
Sometimes I'm down.
Sometimes I'm sweet,
Sometimes I'm nice.
Sometimes sugar,
Sometimes spice.
Sometimes I laugh,
Sometimes I cry.
And then there's those days...
I want to die.

Open CasketAn open casket,
a black rose.
I bend over her body,
my tears stain her clothes.

I feel their empty hugs,
they say I'm in their prayers.
As I mourn her death,
upon me are their stares.

They say they understand me,
say they know how I feel.
But I can see their steely glares,
they pretend this isn't real.

I say my dear goodbye,
they lower her into the ground.
I throw myself upon the dirt,
and weep without a sound.

EscapeI'm trying to escape,
trying to get away,
trying to ignore what they do,
forget about what they say.

No move I ever make,
can ever be one right,
every simple thing I say,
always starts a fight.

I'm sorry I'm not perfect,
the way I'm supposed to be,
the thing is your slowly killing me,
why can't you see?

I'd really like to run away,
where someone would understand,
to someone who could see my pain,
and gently take my hand.

Sorry.I'm sorry for the things I do,
sorry for the things I say.
Sorry that I talked to you,
sorry that I'm this way.

I'm sorry that I trusted you,
and sorry that I lied.
Sorry that I laughed at you,
sorry that I cried.

I'm sorry that I hated you,
I'm sorry I loved you too,
I'm sorry that you broke my heart,
and that it still belongs to you.

Suicide After DeathAs they look upon her casket,
tears in their eyes,
wondering why she did this,
they can't seem to help but cry.

What they don't know would hurt them,
suicide was her dismiss,
but could you call it suicide?
she was dead so long before this.

Stone HeartThe stone wall is peaking,
Making it's rise to the top.
I try not to think about us often,
I've simply put my heart on stop.

When people look at me,
All that pity in their eyes,
I stare back with my fake contempt,
Causing them to step back in surprise.

They say I take things quite well,
They think I'm doing just fine,
But truth is, I'm not taking it at all,
although deep down I've lost my shine.

I had this gut feeling from the start,
That I would end up broken,
But an idea called love got in the way,
Now on bitter tears I'm chokin'.

In my imagination you were different,
You were just the boy of my dreams,
But reality kicked

One Summer Nightone night,
i got to thinking,
all about you and me.

one night,
i finally realized,
how stupid i could be.

one night,
while i was thinking,
i looked you in the eyes.

one night,
was then i realized,
you were a mess of lies.

one night,
i got to thinking,
all about you and me.

one night,
i finally realized,
why we weren't meant to be.

Hey, Pretty Girlhey, pretty girl,
try not to cry.
i know he broke your heart,
it all was just a lie.

hey, pretty girl,
try and smile just for me.
forget all about him,
he's worthless as can be.

hey, pretty girl,
don't let this bring you down.
you've got far too pretty a smile,
to waste it on a frown.

Can't Help Loving YouI really cannot help it,
It says so in my heart,
I really cannot help it,
Though I didn't feel so at the start.

But now we're closer and I realize,
I'm lucky to have you,
All the things you say to me,
The sweetest things you do.

You cheer me up,
When I am down,
You make me smile,
When I frown.

You may not ever realize,
My feelings deep and true,
You may not ever notice,
I can't help loving you.

I'll never stop loving you, there's no way I could.

I ChangedTrying to cover the tears, trying not to show my fears.
Why do I keep it all inside? My pain getting harder to hide.

I used to be cheery, it used to be real.
But now it's different, and they're making some big deal.

Saying "Why are you so sad?" and "You look depressed."
Can't you just leave me alone, let it rest?

So maybe I've changed...what's that got to do with you?
Just because I've changed? Well maybe you have too.

Everyone changes.

FlawedInsecurities.
Screaming at me,
haunting me,
clawing at every inch
of my body.
That little voice inside my head
sounding strangely like my own,
tearing me down,
apart,
from the inside.
Each hate-filled blow,
hits harder than the last.
Each self-inflicted cut,
each burn,
hidden in shame,
nonexistent to the piercing eyes of others,
visible only in that lonely mirror reflection.
Puffy eyes,
tear-stained cheeks,
little dotted lines drawn
over every flawed bit of me.
Not pretty enough,
talented enough,
smart enough,
good enough.
There is not a perfect inch
within my being.
Why can't I be beautiful?

"Best Friend"You left me here,
alone in the cold.
I can almost see the wind blow.
It brings back memories,
memories of you.
The way you used to smile,
you know, back we were two.
three musketeers minus one, "best friends".
The warth of your hug,
and those silly jokes you told,
while trying to cheer me up, force one smile out of me.
I opened up to you, telling you everything.
& now thinking back I realize...
you told me nothing.
Nothing worth knowing, anyway.
Whatever happened? Did you just get bored?
I'm not always cheery, not always interesting,
but I thought best friends was more than that.
Maybe I was too eager,
eager to believe I fi

What HappenedWe used to be so close,
the best of family.
The two of us,
just you and me.

You knew everything about me,
I thought that I knew you;
But the you I knew was different,
I didn't have a clue.

We were as close, as close could get,
but then it happened, you two split.
And the my trust,
just kind of quit.

How could you?
you lied to me.
When you left,
it made me see.

So many things you'd told me,
were all just stupid lies.
When it was truly official,
I finally opened my eyes.

What happened to us?
what happened to we?
What happened to you?
what happened to me?

Now I haven't got anyone,
nobody I can trust.
Haven't got anyone

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INSOMNIAa young girl yawns,
darkness falls.
her thoughts still racing.
she slips under the covers.
her head hits the pillow.
her thoughts still racing.
she squeezes her eyes shut,
tries to play herself a lullaby.
her thoughts still racing.
she lays in bed for hours,
no closer to sleep.
her thoughts still racing.
she clears every thought from her mind,
they all come flooding back.
her thoughts still racing.
a young girl yawns,
dawn breaks.
her thoughts still racing.

sophmore slumpi lost my drive for achievement,
i've misplaced my will for success,
i can't bring myself to try harder,
i'm really becoming a mess.

i'm in too deep,
a little too late,
though i still care,
i'll just sit and wait.

i'm destroying my world,
i've let you down,
i'm a disappointment,
in my imperfections i drown.

i have no drive to try,
i've pretty much given up hope,
i have no reason to change this,
i don't know how to cope.

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One Last Goodbye

by ~brokenxbeauty, Sep 26, 2006, 7:06:36 PM
Literature / Poetry / General Poetry / Free Verse

Writing one last letter, saying one last good-bye,
My blood falling to the floor, as if coming from the sky.
"You told me that you love me, but we could never be,
I cannot live without you, so I'm doing this you see."
"If we cannot be together, then I don't want to live,
I've got nothing left at all, nothing left to give."
I close the envelope softly, seal it wish a kiss,
Turn to look the other way, and wait for my dismiss.

One Last Goodbyeby ~brokenxbeauty

Literature / Poetry / General Poetry / Free Verse

& it was her final goodbye to the world.

love 4 4

joy 2 2

wow 1 1

~~mad 0 0~~

~~sad 0 0~~

~~fear 0 0~~

~~neutral 0 0~~

~I-Am-Kira-I-Am-God Aug 30, 2012 Hobbyist

Beautiful....really amazing <3

!darknessoverme666 May 13, 2012

Great writing, but cuts a little too close to home. Sounds as if it was written by my soulmate. If she were to actually say her last goodbye, I would be right behind her. I can not, will not, live without her. I would follow her through the gates of Heaven or Heall. to be by her side.

~redella Feb 20, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

very sad...but nicely done!

~levinsight Feb 20, 2012

this is so beautiful!

~Liz-Elane97 Dec 10, 2011

beautiful, captured the moment perfectly

!MidnightMurderZ Oct 22, 2011 Hobbyist General Artist

very descriptive very visual its pretty darn cool.

~gakisun4u Sep 4, 2011

~foreverdreamer95 Jul 10, 2011

Wow. This is very grabbing. It immediately touches your heart, because on some level we've all felt the heart break and depression you portray in your poem. It's very painful, and very beautiful.

~de4thstar Aug 12, 2009 Hobbyist Writer

<3333333333

~divergirlrocks Apr 17, 2009

this is amazing! great job!!

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