EscapeI'm trying to escape,trying to get away,trying to ignore what they do,forget about what they say.No move I ever make,can ever be one right,every simple thing I say,always starts a fight.I'm sorry I'm not perfect,the way I'm supposed to be,the thing is your slowly killing me,why can't you see?I'd really like to run away,where someone would understand,to someone who could see my pain,and gently take my hand.
Sorry.I'm sorry for the things I do,sorry for the things I say.Sorry that I talked to you,sorry that I'm this way.I'm sorry that I trusted you,and sorry that I lied.Sorry that I laughed at you,sorry that I cried.I'm sorry that I hated you,I'm sorry I loved you too,I'm sorry that you broke my heart,and that it still belongs to you.
I ChangedTrying to cover the tears, trying not to show my fears.Why do I keep it all inside? My pain getting harder to hide.I used to be cheery, it used to be real.But now it's different, and they're making some big deal.Saying "Why are you so sad?" and "You look depressed."Can't you just leave me alone, let it rest?So maybe I've changed...what's that got to do with you?Just because I've changed? Well maybe you have too.Everyone changes.
Suicide After DeathAs they look upon her casket,tears in their eyes,wondering why she did this,they can't seem to help but cry.What they don't know would hurt them,suicide was her dismiss,but could you call it suicide?she was dead so long before this.
No EmotionsSometimes it's easy,Sometimes it's not.Sometimes it's cold,Sometimes it's hot.Sometimes I smile,Sometimes I grin.Sometimes I lose,Sometimes I win.Sometimes I pout,Sometimes I frown.Sometimes I'm up,Sometimes I'm down.Sometimes I'm sweet,Sometimes I'm nice.Sometimes sugar,Sometimes spice.Sometimes I laugh,Sometimes I cry.And then there's those days...I want to die.
Can't Help Loving YouI really cannot help it,It says so in my heart,I really cannot help it,Though I didn't feel so at the start.But now we're closer and I realize,I'm lucky to have you,All the things you say to me,The sweetest things you do.You cheer me up,When I am down,You make me smile,When I frown.You may not ever realize,My feelings deep and true,You may not ever notice,I can't help loving you.I'll never stop loving you, there's no way I could.
Hey, Pretty Girlhey, pretty girl,try not to cry.i know he broke your heart,it all was just a lie.hey, pretty girl,try and smile just for me.forget all about him,he's worthless as can be.hey, pretty girl,don't let this bring you down.you've got far too pretty a smile,to waste it on a frown.
MisunderstandingPitter Patter, goes the rain.Her cry, filled with pain.Where is he?Where did he go?Didn't I see him? Just a minute ago?He was here, and now he's gone.And now a thought begins to dawn....He's left her, he's moved on.She loved him, he loved her too.Or so she thought, and in her mind, a plan begins to brew.She'll get back at him, oh yes!She will, she'll make him pay.She'll even kill.He took her heart.She took her life.And now that man has lost his wife.He didn't leave her, he hadn't moved on.He was too late....and now she's gone.Pitter Patter goes the rain.And now his cry is filled with pain.
One Last GoodbyeWriting one last letter, saying one last good-bye,My blood falling to the floor, as if coming from the sky."You told me that you love me, but we could never be,I cannot live without you, so I'm doing this you see.""If we cannot be together, then I don't want to live,I've got nothing left at all, nothing left to give."I close the envelope softly, seal it wish a kiss,Turn to look the other way, and wait for my dismiss.
Open CasketAn open casket,a black rose.I bend over her body,my tears stain her clothes.I feel their empty hugs,they say I'm in their prayers.As I mourn her death,upon me are their stares.They say they understand me,say they know how I feel.But I can see their steely glares,they pretend this isn't real.I say my dear goodbye,they lower her into the ground.I throw myself upon the dirt,and weep without a sound.
"Best Friend"You left me here,alone in the cold.I can almost see the wind blow.It brings back memories,memories of you.The way you used to smile,you know, back we were two.three musketeers minus one, "best friends".The warth of your hug,and those silly jokes you told,while trying to cheer me up, force one smile out of me.I opened up to you, telling you everything.& now thinking back I realize...you told me nothing.Nothing worth knowing, anyway.Whatever happened? Did you just get bored?I'm not always cheery, not always interesting,but I thought best friends was more than that.Maybe I was too eager,eager to believe I finally had someone,some to call my best friend.Because you...you were the closest to it,almost the closest I'd ever had.& now,now you're just every other "friend" in the hallway.
What HappenedWe used to be so close,the best of family.The two of us,just you and me.You knew everything about me,I thought that I knew you;But the you I knew was different,I didn't have a clue.We were as close, as close could get,but then it happened, you two split.And the my trust,just kind of quit.How could you?you lied to me.When you left,it made me see.So many things you'd told me,were all just stupid lies.When it was truly official,I finally opened my eyes.What happened to us?what happened to we?What happened to you?what happened to me?Now I haven't got anyone,nobody I can trust.Haven't got anyone to tell,so keep it in I must.We're not the same now,although we're still family.Just not close, not anymore,not like it used to be.
Moving OnWhy don't I want to leave, yet I do?Is it because I won't see you?Will I miss this okay place?Or will I miss your smiling face?Will I miss the people here?Or is it you I hold so dear?Will I miss the past behind?Or is it you stuck in my mind?Will I miss the sky so blue?Or dear friend will I miss you?
There is no place for me.There is no place for my ideals or me,There is no place for justice or mercy.There is no place for true love anymore,It's a sad truth, it saddens me at the core.There is no place for me in this world,Where the cries of the needy must go unheard.I'm cast out for my ideals, my gentleman's code,Well, I was born like this, a man in hero mode.There is no place for a hero in this world,The knight in shining armour must go unheard.There is no such thing as a Fairy Tale,I am not Prince Charming, just another sail.On a boat afloat on a sea of sadness,The winds of mourning passing through me.There is nowhere in this world for me...There is nowhere in this world for gallantry.
My name is NothingMy name is Nothing,And I know...You're in love with her -Not me.I'm just your friend.I am nothing else.I am...Nothing.I am Nothing to you;I'm a ghost that listensto your many woes;I give you space totake a deep breath in;I am who you turn towhen you have no one;I'm always there for you,but never actually there.My name is Nothing.And I know it was absurdfor me to think thatI could be her,that I could be...your Something.
Starcrossed" hear me, " she whispers,with her arms twined around me,graceful as the moon.she sounds like a love song,a whispered serenade.she sounds like the sigh of trees in summer,the gentle murmur of the ocean.she sounds like birdsong in the early morning,like the rustle of the day break.she sounds beautiful." tell me i'm beautiful. "a choked breath.she sounds like a tale of sorrow,as bittersweet as the falling leaves.she sounds like a muted breath,a quiet passing from minutes to years.she sounds like a broken woman,too old to be so young, too young to sound so old.she sounds like years of hurt and anger,years of loss and years of loneliness.she sounds like choked sobsand lungs straining to breathe,like tears hitting the pages of her favorite book,like shattered glass.she sounds like suffering.she puts her hands on my faceand our lips meet." look at me, " she whispers into me," see me. "she looks like a lost soul, looking for forgive
Once Believed in LoveShe burns pagesTo feel aliveAnd watch her wordsDance in the flamesShe clings to his jacketEach and every nightSince he leftHoping to catch a whiffOf the Old Spice scentShe loved so muchShe spills her heart outIn poetry and tearsWondering why sheStill wastes them on himShe wears a maskFull of happinessSecretly dying a bit more insideSince the day he walked outShe once believed in loveBut that was long agoWhen silver lockets and pinky promisesMeant something more
AbandonedThe feeling of being abandonedThe pain of the heartbreakIt tears me insideIt makes me cryTo hear the twisted laughterTo see the evil facesTrying to reach the unreachableMakes me want to give upGo, leave me aloneGo far awayNever come backYou never needed meYou, too, have abandoned meLeave me abandoned and hopelessDon't you cry for meDon't you shed a tearSomeday, we shall meet again, in the magic of the momentWe will be hopeless and in needWe shall be yearning for love thenLet the forever come
EverLet me hold your hand and never let goLet me kiss your lips and feel your breath on my neckLet me embrace you and forever feel your warmthLet me love you and never have to part with youEver
Love and HateI want to scream,I want to shout,Love and Hate,What's it all about.You made me feel happy,More than anyone ever has done,So much emotion,Full of joy, love, happiness and fun.But you took it away,As quick as you gave,Once two equals,Now master and slave.I'm now your toy of torture,Like a child pulling wings off a fly,But it's not the physical pain,That makes me cry.Let me move on,Let me walk away,Remove these puppet strings,That you keep tugging each day.I remember when we met,So beautiful and kind,How was I supposed to know,You had the devils mind.I'm just hanging around,Waiting for my strings to move and my next tug,I feel cold, the darkness coming at me with its sharp serrated blade,I expect to be cut but I receive a hug.It is fate looking down on me,"Take my blade and cut yourself free"I cut the strings,Now I'm falling but I can see.
The girl with the glass heart.The boy with the black heart.He pities the girl with the glass heart.He is sorry that she is not made of stone like him.He is sorry that she cannot deal with it all like him.He promises to try help her, the best he can.But please know this girl, he is only a man.He cannot help you with it all, only some.The rest is up to you, if you want it done.He will help you with all he can, he promises.But he cannot help you with some, he's sorry for this.But as long as he is here, he will be trying to help.Because you'd do the same for him, and you are his help.So he welcomes you into his arms, with a smile on his face.He welcomes you with a kiss, as tears fall from his face.He is sorry you have to live with this, he really is.But he will try help you, if only with a kiss.He is sorry you are not made for this life like him.He is sorry you have bad problems, just like him.He is sad that you are, and will look after you.Because he is your boyfriend, and his world is you.
Dance With MeDance With MeCan you teach me how to dance Show me each step and stance, I want to dance with you away Into a brighter day, Let us waltz across the room Just like we're bride and groom, Let us dance over the sea Across the stars and moonbeams, Let us sway into the night Where we're painted in silver light, Let us dance through the fire As we make a path of desire, Let us sway into the starsA tango set us free from pain,And samba brings us through the rainLet us dance until the end Forever I'll hold your hand, The only rhythm that we needIs your steady heart beat, The songs of love only we hear Tenderly in each others ear, And we both know it is true As we both whisper, "I love you."
My Heart Knows The TruthI'm letting go,Walking away,I hold my head straight,I can do this, I breathe. You love him.I'm letting go,Gritting my teeth,Turning my head,My heart to protect, so it won't scar. You love him.I'm letting go,I fall to the floor,Bang my fists down,Tears. Gasps. Shudders. You love him.I'm letting go,I wipe my tears,I can do this.I can do this, right? You love him. You just can't help it. You love him.
Lost AgainSpeak...Spill my secrets.Trust...Gave you my trust, my defenses down.I told you things from deep inside,Things no one but me knew.Alas... you seized up and ran,Leaving me exposed,The pieces of myself floating on the breeze...I watched you run,Hiding in the darkest corner,So you wouldn't see my tears...
A Love PoemYou made me smile and laughYou made me want to be betterTo run farther,To love harderYou made me love to fallI wanted to be the one to hold youI want to tell you I love youI want to kiss you in the rainSometimes it burnsEvery time I think of youThe pain, the boredom they stopAnd suddenly I'd be content to lie still for awhileIf only I could feel your heart against mine.I'm not a good person,And this isn't a good poem,I don't always speak the truth,But this time it's true:I love you.
Maybe the Truth Isn't...If I could dream,maybe I wouldn't be this broken.Your warmth would keep me together.Your smile would keep my heart beating.But this isn't a dreamNights are sleepless.No matter how many sheets I wear,I'm still ice cold.No matter how much I smile,I can't even hear the faintest thump.All I know is darkness.Is this how it's meant to be?This dreadfully wonderful feeling.This feeling we call love.It was never easy,nor will it ever be.But with you,I think it may just be possible.It may just be a dream after allPlease tell me this is real.Because the way you make my heart beat,This has to be.I can't stand for anymore broken dreams.
And This GirlAnd This GirlEven I am deludedBy the illusionWearing my clothes and smile.She is so capable, so smartConfidentSometimes a little pretty.Sure of herself, one of a kindHelpfulPolite.I am lulledBy the face that you regardWith your eyes,By the visageIn the mirrorI am soothedBy the seamless pantomimeChoosing which of my heels toPut on her feetTaking her walk outside.ButThe larger, more dominant partOf me is curled up in a bedWith the window shades shutAnd the coversPulled over my head.And this girlIs fearful and shyShe is so angry, so hurtSo brokenThis bed is her oasisAnd her prison cell.And this girlIs ugly and knows itReproaches herself dailyDoesn’t see what you seeWhen looking through the glassAnd she ragesAnd she wails.And this girlIs swaddled in truthHead against a base boardBroadening her foreheadShe knows that she is wrong.And this girlIs wracked with guilt, is vileBut you would never know itFrom the way the other halfWears her cl
Silent Killer.silent.silent screams.silent whispers.silent sobs.silent tears.silent cries.silent secrets.silent depression.silent heartbreak.silent hate.silent evil.deadly.