Sta.sh
The stone wall is peaking,
Making it’s rise to the top.
I try not to think about us often,
I’ve simply put my heart on stop.
When people look at me,
All that pity in their eyes,
I stare back with my fake contempt,
Causing them to step back in surprise.
They say I take things quite well,
They think I’m doing just fine,
But truth is, I’m not taking it at all,
although deep down I’ve lost my shine.
I had this gut feeling from the start,
That I would end up broken,
But an idea called love got in the way,
Now on bitter tears I’m chokin’.
In my imagination you were different,
You were just the boy of my dreams,
But reality kicked me in the face,
You’re just every other boy, it seems.
Instead of breaking down,
Like any normal girl could,
The stone wall is now peaking,
Just like I knew it would.
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pays for your house cleaned every other week to make your life easier and come home to a clean house. Romantic weekends at Cheeca Lodge and The Moorings. Always there for you when you were sick, Would buy medicine, bring you food and drink(take care of you), shopping sprees-all the other guys buy their women $1,000 Jimmy Choo's,right?
stop to pick up the finest champagne and chees and crackers you like,as a snack/appetizer. Take her son to get you Mothers Day and birthday presents,even though he dint even seem to care-I knew you would be dissapointed and hurt,and took him anyway. Put $2,500 down a new car so you could g from a Saturn Vue to Cadillac SRX. I took care of most of the transaction, to help you. Managed you and your mothers investments with special attention, knowing both your resources were limited and you would no special service anywhere else? How they doing now? I could go on and on, but now I am furious. Not different? I listened to everything you told/taught me about what a woman wants/needs,(like listening,and sking about your day)and tried to change my ways to give you what you needed.
I am told by every woman I am with now, that I am different. I know how to please and woman,and sacrifice my own selfish needs to satisfy you. I am so................. glad you will never recieve this special treatment. Then see if you say the same thing. Then have a chat wih my next girlfrend and see if she says "i am no different than the other boys"
That's why I left. I told you didnt appreciate me. You were treated like a queen from the best money could buy,in everything we did, to the little romantic gestures you said you wanted. Thanks for saing it again,so every time I start feeling nostalgic, I can be reminded that after all my efforts, you felt I was no different.
and though I am a "boy" I have a strong female side... (in a way)
so i tend to get hurt in this way >>
so i can easily realate to this