The stone wall is peaking,
Making itís rise to the top.
I try not to think about us often,
Iíve simply put my heart on stop.
When people look at me,
All that pity in their eyes,
I stare back with my fake contempt,
Causing them to step back in surprise.
They say I take things quite well,
They think Iím doing just fine,
But truth is, Iím not taking it at all,
although deep down Iíve lost my shine.
I had this gut feeling from the start,
That I would end up broken,
But an idea called love got in the way,
Now on bitter tears Iím chokiní.
In my imagination you were different,
You were just the boy of my dreams,
But reality kicked me in the face,
Youíre just every other boy, it seems.
Instead of breaking down,
Like any normal girl could,
The stone wall is now peaking,
Just like I knew it would.